FIRST OF ALL YOU ARE VERY BRAVE IN LEAVING HIM, MANY STAY FOR DIFFERENT REASONS BUT YOU KNEW LIFE WOULD BE BETTER WITHOUT HIM, AS FAR AS FEELING STUCK OR TRAPPED THIS STRIKES ME AS A GUILT ISSUE SO YOU NEED TO ASK YOURSELF IF YOU ARE FEELING GUILTY ABOUT LEAVING HIM AND IF SO WHY? STAY IN THERAPY , WHEN YOU ARE HEALTHY ENOUGH A RELATIONSHIP MAY PRESENT ITSELF.