[em84stl]

Hi Johenn,

First let me say, I am not an expert…just a member.

Your first question caught my attention so I thought I’d reply with my experience. I am the same way. My dreams are so vivid it’s truly like a second life for me. I dream almost nightly and on nights that I cannot remember a dream…I typically have a deja vu moment within a few weeks that reminds me of the dream I thought I didn’t have. My dreams are always realistic. I do not dream of monsters and villains. I do not dream of princes and princesses. I dream of realistic things, people, and events.

For years I always felt there was something very different about me. I always felt like the inner me didn’t fit in even though I have a large exciting and rewarding social life. My friends often joked about me saying I attract broken people because it often seemed like people that stumbled into my life had issues or a crisis they needed help with. Many times, I could meet someone and I felt I knew everything about them. I could practically layout their experiences in life and the issues that are knocking them down. Then I could shed some light on the situation and point out things they were looking past…like the entire picture I suppose.

Sometimes I meet someone new and have a deja vu moment and I’m able to recall a similar dream.

Honestly, sometimes this scared me. Just like you, I questioned, “Am I normal?” So, I set out to discover myself in all ways possible. One of the things I did was studied numerology. It was VERY enlightening. “Me” was finally starting to make sense to me. I discovered that my expression number is a master number, 11.

Here’s a general overview of Master Number 11:
The 11 is the most intuitive of all numbers. It represents illumination; a channel to the subconscious; insight without rational thought; and sensitivity, nervous energy, shyness, and impracticality. It is a dreamer. The Master number 11 has all the aspects of the 2, but considerably enhanced and charged with charisma, leadership, and inspiration. It is a number with inborn duality, which creates dynamism, inner conflict, and other catalyses with its mere presence. It is a number that, when not focused on some goal beyond itself, can be turned inward to create fears and phobias. The Master number 11 walks the edge between greatness and self-destruction. Its potential for growth, stability, and personal power lies in its acceptance of intuitive understanding and spiritual truths. For the 11, such peace is not found so much in logic, but in faith. The 11 is the psychic’s number.

So! I’m sharing with you just in case you do not get any replies and/or replies that still leave you questioning if you’re normal. I truly loved studying different aspects of numerology.

Best of luck!

~ Hugs and God bless
Erin

[em84stl]

Hi Trina,
I have been told that I have a very strong intuition but I am no expert in the field. Please understand that and read my response as nothing more than a friend helping a friend.

“Don’t live the same year 75 times and call it a life.”
– Robin S. Sharma

Trina, you and your child need and deserve happiness. No matter how great a person might be sometimes people just aren’t compatible. And that’s ok. I imagine life would be rather bland in we were all compatible with one another. Each relationship you have with another person presents an opportunity for you to grow and discover new things about yourself. Sometimes you don’t know how much you crave adventure until you’re in a continuous bore. Sometimes you don’t realize how much your own smile and laughter means to you until you’re in a situation absent of emotions and flooded with silence.

Perhaps you didn’t realize how important some of these things were to you until you were in a countering situation. That’s ok. Embrace your discovery and let it guide you.

If you’re not happy and your child doesn’t like the person, what makes you stay? You do not necessarily have to answer this question on the forum (though you’re more than welcome to) but please answer this for yourself at least. It sounds like you already know the direction you should go so ask yourself what’s holding you back from your hearts desire.

Maybe this person has some inner turmoil that’s causing him to be so shut down. Maybe this is who he truly is. If his work schedule leaves you feel neglected and alone then it’s ok for you to remove yourself from the situation.

Trina, you only get to live this life once. Follow your heart and you’ll never land in the wrong place.

I wish you all the best!

~ Hugs and God bless
Erin

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