The best way for you at the present time is to relax and take it easy. The stress is not good for you.
Wishing you all the very best for the future in achieving your goals.
Good luck!
Karma41

I feel a huge amount of sympathy for you and your children. Please don’t be disheartened and concentrate on making new friends and trying new activities to make you happier. If it is meant to be, your husband will come back. Please try some healing to move away any negative energies around you.
Wishing you and your children good luck.
Karma41