No you were not born unlucky. You need to think positive about things because as long as you think negative, you will attract negativity in your life.
Don’t make hasty decisions and don’t let a few setbacks or unfortunate events keep you down. Stay optimistic and understand that some things really does happen for a reason.
I heard the word “Negotiation” I dont know what that may mean for you in your life.
Also, ground and center yourself because I feel a very anxious energy coming from you.
Things will be better sooner than you think. Stay positive. Best of luck to you.