I’m not a Psychic. I’m a healer. But it seems like you are in a twinflame relationship. You need to read about Twinflames. If that’s the case your journey is gonna be a very painful one. But you will learn a lot of lessons and if you heal yourself and learn all the lessons and start self loving then this union will happen and he will be able to confess you. But this could be a false twinflame as well. So read and do your own research.
omg I read it it makes so much sense OMG things just clicked into place so much thank you !