Hi Satya,
Sorry to hear of your distress. I am certainly not of psychic capacity as of yet, but merely going on intuition. It may not be relevant, but you didn’t mention why you two broke up? I hate to say it but, 9 months is a long time to go w/o any communication. While you also didn’t mention how long you two were together, I’m assuming that would play a role in how much she thinks of you.
My advice if you really want her back, but she isn’t speaking to you? Write her a letter and explain that you will do whatever it takes to make your relationship work.
Good luck.