Thank you for responding, i greatly appreciate it. Yes i can definitely be a bit scolding and critical… My attitude and patience is definitely something i need to work on.. He currently works at a restaurant in which he asked me to apply for because they were still hiring, but i don’t know if that’s a good idea.. Its convenient because it’s down the street from me but i never finished the app. He loves cars and installing speakers, amps, radios etc. When we first started out he always talked about wanting his very own shop… So maybe that’s what it is you picked up.. As far as my career im a rma but have yet to find a job in that field unfortunately, but i’m scheduled to take a test on the 24th of this month for a different job (hopefully that works out) i also have my own little business where i customize shirts, make tutus, hair bows etc, i love to draw.. But on the money with the medical career.. I’ve started going out, the other day i bagged up some old items that represent him (shirts, hoodie), and threw them out.. He constantly thinks i have a new guy and just won’t admit to it… However in moving forward i know that our relationship started off on the wrong foot and throughout we both have our faults (i will own up to being partly responsible) but i don’t understand or know the real reason for us falling apart.. I feel like i receive false reasons and sometimes he just seems sad and i don’t understand why.