Try asking yourself a few questions. Is this a reoccurence? Is this worth losing your friend? Is he truely sorry?

Believe in yourself! You got this!

I can relate. My boyfriend and I have also been trying to have a baby. Try not to stress and every time you try, treat it as a “this could be the one” moment. For the stress i suggest guided meditation. It’s helped me a lot. I hope you are blessed with a baby very soon.