Have Faith! Promote yourself. You may have take a job that is not your dream job to pay the bills but if you believe in yourself you can get the job you want.

Men do tend to rerun especially when not pursued. Work on you not him and he likely will come back around but the true question is if you really want him back! Don’t worry about that now but you may find one day that you deserve better but it is likely to be your decision

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Been in your shoes and was blessed with 2 kids but through adoption, not birth. Send out the love of your baby and try not to be afraid or negative and I think a baby will come into your life. My kids came in a different way than I planned but they are totally mine!

Love is tricky. Just because we love someone does not mean we are happy with them. Let him know you want to make a go of the relationship then let him decide if he can do his part to make it work. Trust yourself and the Universe for what is best for you.