[Jiji]

Problem is that i am on my own here.. I have not the funds to pay for a decent psychic.. As everyone only believes in helping ppl if money is involved.. I tried talking to one this morning and i think she did not know a whole lot as the cards for her did not pertain to me at all really.. Except for a couple that i could recognize.. Her suggestion is to talk to a spiritualist to cleanse me since i do not know how to do anything really.. I tried looking them up.. They are too much money.. I am too poor to pay for services.. And it kills me that i may have to live in confusion because ppl need money to help others no matter what.. I cant afford to get others to help me so i am kind of on my own.. I fear meditation because i fear to be completely open again like i was in the past.. Which makes me uncomfortable.. I need a really gifted individual that will take a charity case.. And so far i have not found one.. Someone is bound to be drawn to me one of these days.. Or well at least i hope so.. I tried looking in to getting something that is suppose to turn all negative energies in to positive ones.. But they are expensive as well.. >.> cant no one get help in this world without someone thinking they need to bank on it? I am in what i think is a crisis.. But it doesn’t matter.. Ppl could help but they wont.. Or don’t because i cant pay them.. Its total bs.. And them people are still attached too much to their material world.. Most don’t want to help they want to make money.. I need someone to take a charity case..

[Jiji]

Because you are not on the same wave as they are at this point in time.. Everyone views things differently usually based on how they were raised and what kinds of things they have experienced.. Everyone experiences different things differently so there for can feel different about things.. It also depends on their path and the things they are suppose to experience.. Everyone has a different path and will experience different things based on that path.. This effects how people view things.. Sometimes something disrupts the path though and can make them experience things they were not intended to experience and can through things off balance causing different effects and distortion of views can be one of them effects..

I too often have this same question in my mind… Even though i pretty much understand the answer.. I still have a problem accepting it and often become frustrated that some people are the way they are..

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