Not sure if this helps but I see a male, dark hair, late 20’s-early 30’s. I’m seeing jewelry (rings specifically) and the motive being a means to get money. Sorry if I’m off, I’m new to this thing Haha
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When I have trouble quieting my mind I go to a peaceful place that I conjure up in my head. It’s there where I can focus and let the meditation take me wherever I need to go! Binaural beats are great!
You deserve someone who is honest with you. If he keeps things from you he is not an ideal partner. I feel you are doing the right thing. Focus on yourself for now and do the things that make you happy. I feel he might try and come back into your life eventually. Its up to you if you let him in or continue on your own path of happiness until you eventually find someone who can give you the world as I feel there is a better man waiting for you.
All the best!