I was sure I responded to this I wanted to thank you again for taking the time out to answer me I said that I had decided to take your advice and try to hold on but after telling him how I felt and him leaving and the pain he was in I decided instead if doing what I wanted I’d try his way it just feel like a mistake I don’t want to live the rest of my life on guilt but there’s no way he’s going to let me go and be happy