Weve had a lot of bad happen recently as well. Along with my two miscarriages, I’ve lost my father in law, my cousin (who was raised as my sister) and my grandmother. I feel like I’m in a hole most of the time and I don’t even have time to be depressed. I know you feel like it’s your fault. I feel awful about myself most of the time. I just want you to know, if you ever need a friend. I’m here.