Hi. I am not a “psychic,” but can tell you narcissist’s can get their claws in deep, especially with those that have empathic qualities. Perhaps at least part of the issue reflects back to your own self-esteem…do you feel you “need” his approval/acceptance? You may need to take a step back even if you have to FORCE yourself to and start exploring your own emotions. If you do this, over time, you will probably come to many conclusions for yourself. Have a great holiday weekend! 🙂