Thank you very much for answering my question! My husband and I really dont get along and often go days without even talking and when we do its arguing. I just wonder if thats really good for the children. we have discussed counseling and do plan to go but the emotional needs I have and need Im not sure he can ever provide and i dont want to live the rest of my life feeling un loved and resentment towards him.
This other person I feel has been very up front with telling me details about his life that most people wouldnt want others to know and he really hasnt sugar coated anything. As far as us making a connection once we meet I really dont know. I do know he isnt anything i would normally consider being with but My soul feels something deep for this person and even before ever speaking I was drawn to him for some reason. I do know that I could be dissapointed but right now im hating every bit of my life its not good for anyone. My oldest daughter also feels no love from my husband ( he is her step-father )