Hi Jneisser87!
As you had a terrible fight with your boyfriend, the best for both of you would be to calm down and give it a break to assess the reason for that fight. Once things cool down, you will be able to see the situation differently and with fresh eyes. If it is meant to be, you can still be together and you can hopefully resume your relationship with different and more loving ideas.
Good luck and with best wishes
Karma41