Can someone please tell what my love life looks like in the future? Also there was this guy I was friends with benefits with first letter “N” I was with his brother “J” years ago. me and “N” been hooking up for a bit. Recently I slept with his brother J. And told N what I did. He at first gave me a chance but then said he just wanted stop completely even though we were just messing around. Ive been kind of vulnerable since my sons father left me. And I developed feelings for “N” like I want be with him? Is there any possibility of us being together? I know I messed up but I want to be with him now badly.