Kicked my ex a few months ago, he was becoming abusive and controlling but loved me dearly.
I love him so much, but there is so much hatred too.
Even though in fighting with everything that I have to ignore my draw to him and get him out of my life. He still casts a shadow over every relationship that I have and everything I do.
Whats the best thing for me and what can I do?
How does this end?
WHEN does this end?