Hi,
Everyone has spirit guides and protectors and they are always trying to get things through to us or assisting us when they can.
They are just waiting for us to acknowledge them 🙂
Have you ever tried a guided meditation.
This is how I fist met my guides and I went to the same place the meditation took me for months to ‘talk’ with rhem .
I hope this helps.
Oh and usually you will meet them and have an ‘I knew it moment’
Love and light