Thank you Fiona for helping me focus on the main question I have. I know in my first posting, I wrote way too much. I am just so confused and sad. I did reply on my original post, so I apologize for reposting. I am just so paranoid that others won’t see it. I know I have so many unanswered questions and it must be maddening for people to talk to me. I know I have to let go of the “Why’s”. Those will probably never get answered. He probably doesn’t even have answers to them. So, I suppose the question is, “Will he come back to me one of these days?” Thank you again for helping me focus on the only question that really matters at this point. I appreciate it!