I have had a rough year…my mom had cancer, my house got robbed, my husband died it was ruled a murder but I had asked him something 2 days before, he was incarcerated and I have since heard he begged his Cell mate to kill him (I feel like it’s my fault), 5 months later my dad died, and we had a horrible relationship and I took care of him (I feel guilty) and now my mom’s cancer is back. I want to know I my dad and husband have anything to say to me? At my house I have my husband’s ashes and weird things keep happening I he there? My dad’s ashes are at my mom’s and weird things keep happening is he there? I need some closure I’m begging you. Any answers would be appreciated.