I have struggled my whole life including past regrets that keep haunting me. I am full of guilt and often feel like everything is my fault. I struggle with knowing who I am (doctors believe borderline personality disorder) and with this I struggle making choices and deciding my veiw on things I have been through. My chest is constantly hurting and I believe it is my heart chakra. Does anyone have any advice that will lead me to the right direction? I am begging. I have so much in my mind and i believe it sends our negative vibrations because no one seems to be interested in forming friendships with me as well.