NKbilly1 – First, welcome to the community.
Sorry to hear of your challenges. I’m getting an intuitive sense that’s it time to take a step back from this and go into research mode. The more prepared you are, the less overwhelmed you would be. For example, I’d consider doing more looking around on local based sites like:
https://www.ratemds.com
https://www.healthgrades.com
https://www.angieslist.com
https://www.yelp.com
Looks at reviews and comments and you might start to noticing patterns, which should give you a better idea of where to go (and where to not go). Make some notes and get more organized. Let me know how this works out for you.
Also, sometimes it good to take a break and have some enjoyment. As I’m scanning back in time, I’m just not seeing that you’ve taken care of yourself in this way. I keep getting pictures of sailboats as I focus on you. I keep seeing a big lake, but not the ocean. Is this something you enjoy?
The point is to to take a breather and then when you come back into the issue, you will have a clearer and more refreshed mind. This should help your patience and put you in a situation where you can make wiser decisions.
I’m seeing too broad a range of choices right now for doctors. Once you get it down to 2 or 3, let me know and I might be able to focus in and share some psychic insights.
Keep us updated.