I feel like you’re focusing on your concerns too much right now… things happen when you least expect them not when you get too focused or worried about them… so if you get involved in other things and just start a casual conversation with people in public… you might just find a few things… you can get to know people and 1 of them might just be the 1 to provide you with a connection to the job you were meant to do and also you will let your mind relax and your fears and worries will fade long enough for what is meant to happen … happen.. it is around the corner.. I can feel it.. just RELAX ?