I see him focused on someone else right now. Are you aware of this? I still see a decent chance of him coming back around, but there will be delays. You may want to consider if it might be healthier for you to make a clean break. I say this because I’m concerned, even if he does come back, if he will treat you with the respect you deserve. Also, obsessing over him right now won’t help anything. Take that energy and do something productive. I keep seeing you doing some side work and enjoying it. Maybe selling something, like multi level marketing. Something health or beauty related. Have you ever thought of doing something like this?