I have a friend that I’m madly in love with, but he says he’s not ready for a relationship but he claims to care about me also. I know he has other female friends and I’m not the only one he’s talking too. Recently on our birthday 01/17/2018 we had a falling out and haven’t spoken to each other since. I honestly care about him a lot, and I never imagined losing him as a friend. I just want to know should I continue to move on with my life or is he really the one for me. I can’t stop thinking about him or worrying about him if I tried. I see him so much in my dreams, but I don’t have a clue to what it all means