Your loss is felt. I see two people getting together. They are holding hands and kissing. I see you together for a short while. Then she turns abruptly turns away. I see arguing, and a sense of frustration.
She feels all the things that drove her away initially are still present. She doesn’t want to stay if changes are not made.
it feels like you will always be connected with her, just not in a bonding, loving relationship.
In love, Melinda