There is a strong emotional connection between the two of you. I feel it quite intuitively but I don’t want you to take my word for it. Focus on being happy on your own and wait for the right moment in a few months. I sense he is longing for you too.
But even if he was not, there is no reason to despair in life. Life always offers us new opportunities to grow, with or without this person.
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