You have nothing to be afraid of as long as you are happy with yourself. Intuitively, As I focus in on you, I see a lot of vitality. No reason you shouldn’t be happy with yourself. As I focus in psychically, again, I think your social life and relationship prospects will improve when you change careers. Get out of the “male dominated” work environments. (hint: many possible suitors who you WOULD be interested in have a tendency to be intimidated by being a relationship with a woman who is surrounded by men all the time) Your first course of action, before the career change, would be, to make some changes to your social life. I get a strong psychic sense that taking that step alone will prove to be productive and positive for you.