Constant worry and concern for my boys ? Are they ok ? Do they know we love them? How long before i find them? Who will I be up against ?to bring them back where they belong with me. Where are they at? Is life really gonna work out this time when Jessy home again ? Why can’t I just do what I know i should be doing already? I’m stuck. So much needs tending to I dont know what I’m to be doing to get started and I dont do nothing . I’m so broken it’s pathetic. Will I ever pull my life bk together a life I’m proud of with my kids and husband my mom and lil brothers or is this sadly all I am to be a fuck up?