I moved away from my home town to London 6 months ago, in my home town i left behind a guy called anthony who i really love and i have been old by others that he has feelings for me, recentley i came home and i told Ant that this would be the last time i would see him I didnt explain why and i dont think he beleived me, but now im wondering if i have done the right thing. He’s 20 and im 24 and if i being honest its the age gap that has stopped me telling him how i feel. In my head i just thought its easier on me to cut him out of my life rather than miss him constantly.
Please help im really confused.