Hi BeckyPrincess, I’m new here and have only used my psychic abilities with people I have met in person, so what I hear about your question is not totally clear. I get a ”Yes and no.” I think this means that you can be close to them again, but only after some things within yourself change. It is important for you to have hope and to love yourself–no matter what caused you to ”lose” your children. I hope that helps, even a little bit.