I’ve been with my bf for 4 years and we bought a house together. I have had my doubts about his loyalty to me, but I have also been through terrible relationships before and I don’t want to be reading things into this relationship because of my past experiences.
It’s most likely your own fears from being damaged from prior relationships I myself am going through the same thing right now and both of us better chill out with that because we’re going to ruin a beautiful thing just take deep breaths and then try to grow from this it’s hard to learn to trust again believe me I understand but if you don’t love like you’ve never been hurt before you could ruin the best thing that ever happened to you