Time to take off the rose colored glasses and use better judgement. Do not take on the burdens of other people and let go of the ones that serve you no purpose. Don’t sacrifice your happiness to please someone else-it will only lead to more confusion and anxiety.
Im picking up on rejection because you are unable to make a decision-or someone else feels this way about you.
I feel you are holding on to something you need to let go of.
Not much but I hope your situation improves.